Day 41 - Saturday, November 3
Physically
nothing
Spiritually
nothing
Day 42 - Sunday, November 4
Physically
nothing
Spiritually
Finished Every Man's Battle!
Read Chapter 6 of Song of Songs
My six weeks is over. Today is a good day. I've learned alot, and have more goals now. I'm going to read "Blue like Jazz" after Andy and another friend both recommended it.
Also, Church yesterday was amazing. I feel I'm learning more and more about the Lord. I've learned that I am a slave to him, that Jesus died for me, so I must live for him. Here is an analogy I've been working on, and it helps keep things in perspective.
I live on a ranch of the Lord. The ranch has a river running through it that I have been instructed to keep clean and pure. The Lord also instructed me to build a fence to keep sin out. It is my job to keep everything impure outside the perimeter of the fence, because it can damage the my wife's garden that she keeps for the Lord. Anything impure that I let in will damage my wife's garden and damage my relationship with the Lord. When things are good, I sit to the right hand of God, with my wife beside me. We enjoy all that he has given us and delight in the relationship we have with Him.
This is hard, but having this mental image is comforting. I'm getting ready to start Round 2. I appreciate all your prayers and thank you all for your support.